About Me
My Wizard of Oz Story: From Shadows to Light
When you look at the image of the Wizard of Oz, what comes to mind? For me, it represents how I used theater as a form of therapy to understand the intricate character psychology that played out in my household. While analyzing your story is one way to reflect, truly healing and rewiring those memories—through both body and mind, an entirely transformative journey.
As you explore my website, you’ll begin to see why my heart was led to listen to the Divine Mother. She, the creator of this planet, has guided me through her angelic guides, masters, and ancestors—ultimately leading me to write this page today.
Dorothy’s Dog: Candy
My dog Candy, a strong female Sheltie, holds a sacred place in my story. In numerology, her name equals eleven—a number of spiritual mastery. She was the one constant witness to my abuse, always by my side in two key places in our home.
The first was my large bedroom closet, where I would hide from the “wicked witch”—my mother—and lose myself in playful imagination. This was where I first explored the realms of speaking with angels from another world. At the time, it seemed fantastical, but today, as AI and extraterrestrial discussions enter the mainstream, those experiences feel less far-fetched.
The second sanctuary was a small dance studio in our basement. Here, I would spend hours blindfolded, dancing and spinning as if turning could transport me to a world like Dorothy’s place filled with kindness, joy, and unconditional love. Animals, beginning with Candy, played a profound role in teaching and guiding me—something I delve into deeply in my book series.
The Scarecrow: My Father
My father reminds me of the Scarecrow—a figure burdened by defeat from family, work, and marriage. He worked for a family-owned construction company but was fired when I was seven. I vividly remember him coming home, speaking about the dirty water pipes he worked on—a haunting image that stayed with me.
Years later, the Divine Mother sent a client whose passing awakened a pivotal question: Why does everyone have cancer? I heard a whisper: The water is bad. Inspired by this, I wrote in my journal about studying water. Shortly after, I received a call from a woman interested in training with me in meditation. She became the angel who opened the door to clean water education.
Clean, medical-grade water has been instrumental in my healing from brain damage and health issues. My father’s early warnings about water and my personal discoveries led me to share knowledge on this topic. If you’re intrigued, sign up for my free eBook, Water Matters.
The Tinman: My Brother
My brother was like a shadow in my life. He often sat at the dining room table, patiently helping me with my homework. School never made much sense to me, but I later realized why. As an old soul, I needed a different kind of education that would unfreeze me, like the Tin Man, and help me heal my broken heart. This journey led me to write my own books, giving a voice to the scared little girl within me and transforming her into an angelic warrior.
Through years of isolation and reflection, I discovered the protocols not only to heal my mind but to realign and physically change the bone structure in my hips, ankles, and feet. While my brother and I shared deep ties, our paths eventually diverged. His books and interests programmed his mind differently than the sciences and teachings I studied.
The Lion: My Mother
My mother was the Lion—not in a way that offered courage or strength, but in a way that silenced me through her words, actions, and energy. Most of my life, I lived in fear of her. One memory, etched in my soul, is when she nearly took my life at the age of eight—a devastating violation that shaped much of my journey. When my father passed in 2022, my medium abilities heightened, leading me to walk away from both my mother and brother.
This was my second “dark night of the soul,” centered on healing generations of abuse and severe PTSD. It was my path to becoming the Goddess Lioness—an energy with the courage to speak truth from the heart and reclaim my personal power. I made the conscious choice to no longer give my time or energy to those family members or business partners—who did not hold equal respect. Their karma was surrendered to the one source to work with them.
I spent seven years away from my family, running my own business and working through trauma release. In 2021, when the world seemed to turn upside down, my Uncle Jack—a positive male role model mentioned in my book series—passed away. It was on the day of his funeral that I decided to reenter the family system.
The next three years revealed that the system which had made me sick had no reason to change, as its foundations were built on illusions. My mother’s arrogance and my father’s emotional distance became painfully clear. After my dad’s passing, I knew I could no longer remain in this family system. This time, I wasn’t a hurt lion feeling abandoned—I was healing from CPTSD and reclaiming my divinity.
Transformation and Healing
The Christmas after my dad passed, my brother suggested we each share one positive memory of past holidays. I voiced my appreciation for the extra small gifts my father would buy for myself usually a painting or a doll. My mother immediately interjected, claiming, “I believe I shopped for those items.” Whether or not that was true, her words made it clear she wouldn’t allow me to have loving feelings for my father. I also realized her face had never lit up when I entered the room—a parent’s expression impacts a child’s emotional health profoundly.
Years of training and studying people helped me step out of denial and truly see and hear my mother’s words and actions for what they were. During my healing journey, I drank medical-grade water daily, washing away acidic stress from abusive energies. My disciplined focus as an angelic warrior guided me to meditate, call on ancestors, and feel a tingling rush of joy through my body.
I tuned in daily to honor my body’s ability to detect light and dark energies, trusting my intuition. For instance, when standing near toxic individuals, my stomach would emit a sound—an undeniable signal from my body, telling me to listen and trust.
Spirit Guides: The Fox, Spider, and Donkey
My father carried a frozen tarantula as a young boy—a symbol later tied to my own reflections. The spider teaches us to be mindful of the webs we weave, as we embody the energy of the five people we spend the most time with. The tarantula also symbolizes motherhood, shedding light on the generational trauma and pain of the feminine side of both bloodlines.
During my father’s 44 days of sickness before his death, I bought him a stuffed animal fox. Unbeknownst to me, in Japanese folklore, foxes are shapeshifters. He clung to that fox during nights of pain. Months later, I bought myself a small fox and elephant, holding them close during painful moments.
The white donkey holds a special place in my heart. A retired judge bought him for his farm to protect the sheep from coyotes. This judge handled the legal papers that caused my father to lose his job at seven years old—a life-altering event in my childhood. Years later, divine intervention led me to feed carrots to the donkey, where I unexpectedly crossed paths with the judge. We became friends, allowing me to ask questions about that pivotal time in my life.
The donkey’s magical energy awakened the pure-hearted girl within me. What energy shapeshifted five times within Donkey to inspire my authentic creativity? Today, I visit him daily, finding joy in the way he hears my voice from afar and runs to greet me—a genuine exchange of love and energy.
Closing Reflection
Looking back, having no expectations for my creative work has been liberating. The stories I share in my talks, like those of the donkey, spider, and fox, carry mystical teachings. These animal guides uplift my heart and soul in unexpected ways.
As children, we often take on our parents’ problems, and these attachments can haunt us into adulthood. When you realize their karma isn’t yours to bear and cut the cords, a new freedom emerges. For me, this freedom brought healing to my body, mind, and soul. It’s why I wake up every day loving the reflection I see in the mirror.
I am a Leo—a lioness strong, independent, and deeply connected to something greater than myself. That connection provides peace in my heart. I don’t need to fit in or spend my days consumed by social media. Instead, I focus on sharing my work with those who are open to receiving it.
Healing requires full responsibility—both with time and money. Excuses often stem from fear. For me, discipline and love guided me to reclaim the Goddess within, a journey I continue to honor each day.
Traditional About Psychology
Heather Ann Ferri’s creative and healing journey began in New York City, where she spent a decade performing in musicals and later transitioned into choreographing them. Her upcoming book series, set for release in 2025, delves into the mystical opportunities that emerged through her artistic career, beginning with her first apartment above the restaurant La Cave in Midtown Manhattan. It was there that she encountered the tap legend Jimmy Slyde, who sparked her soul and launched her tap dance career.
From an early age, Heather Ann used the art of turning in tap shoes to heal and balance the pain she carried as a child. Her dedication culminated in a Guinness World Record for completing 16 turns on one foot in tap shoes. Her passion for dance, Pilates, and yoga led her to teach master classes and design programs for esteemed institutions such as Long Island University, New York University, and Point Park University.
The transition from show business to self-healing marked the beginning of Heather Ann’s deep exploration into ancient sciences. Her journey became personal as she sought to address her own health challenges, including CPTSD, OCD, and childhood trauma. Over 14 years in private trauma practice, Heather Ann blended her theater-trained creativity with rigorous evaluation of effective healing methods, distinguishing between genuine solutions and temporary fixes.
Her expertise grew as she was invited to lead workshops and deliver talks for organizations such as Heinz, PPG, the Federal Reserve Bank, the Western PA Hemophilia Foundation, and Alpha-1 Patient Support groups. Heather Ann’s reputation for problem-solving extended to children’s programs at Pathfinder, Richard E. Rauh Conservatory, and Chartiers Schools, all of which feature prominently in her forthcoming book series.
Her work didn’t stop with children—Heather Ann also customized yoga and medical meditation programs for seniors in Alzheimer’s and Dementia care departments at facilities such as Country Meadows and Marian Manor. Her groundbreaking efforts garnered recognition in local publications, further solidifying her influence in the community.
There were moments when Heather Ann questioned why she couldn’t find a single long-term role. But over time, she realized the Divine Mother had a greater purpose for her work. Through diverse environments, she observed recurring patterns in health and mental health challenges, which inspired her leadership in finding tailored solutions.
Drawing from a robust healing toolkit of eight ancient sciences and years of professional problem-solving experience, Heather Ann now merges her passions for speaking, singing, and healing. Her mission is clear: to inspire and uplift by sharing the stories of earthbound and spiritual angels who guided her during her darkest hours. With her unparalleled blend of creativity, compassion, and experience, Heather Ann Ferri continues to illuminate the path to healing and transformation.
Closing the Oz Journey
This is where I’ll pause my Wizard of Oz story, though I could delve into it for hours. It serves as an example of how theater archetypes can mirror the people around us, helping us navigate personal therapy and lessons. The Scarecrow, the Tin Man, and the Lion weren’t just fictional characters—they embodied relationships and dynamics that shaped my understanding of life.
Through my keynotes, books, and music, I hope to inspire you to take your unique path, discover your higher self, and become the best version of who you were meant to be. Healing ourselves is the first step to healing the next generation and raising the frequency of love on this planet.
I am honored that you’ve taken the time to read these reflections on who I am and the journey that has brought me here.
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